Monthly Archives: November 2013

and then suddenly all dropped off -and I began to…

and then suddenly all dropped off -and I began to laugh -happily -triumphant but I shivered still -of what I had gone through -and escaped!

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of feeling that is in spring – escaped from winter…

of feeling that is in spring – escaped from winter’s ban I could say “Felix” – – – ? Then he took my head to his chest -

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I could touch him – I came like out of great sickn…

I could touch him – I came like out of great sickness very convalescent and with that sweet sensuous feeling of gaining strength

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so all at – once – I conceived his beauty again -…

so all at – once – I conceived his beauty again – very tenderly – softly – carefully I could move a hand a little towards him -

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he did not move a lash – he waited – a mist droppe…

he did not move a lash – he waited – a mist dropped off my eye -he began to appear -from out of that dank space where I had been pushed into

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a fierce pride – as my passion is fierce – lifted…

a fierce pride – as my passion is fierce – lifted from me – little by little – then quicker I could look at him again -

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Then – at last – slowly first – this mental – kata…

Then – at last – slowly first – this mental – katalapsy – this suspension of animation by highly insulted pride -

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at – last – sitting as immovable quiet as on Chris…

at – last – sitting as immovable quiet as on Christmas Eve before my fling.

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Yet audbily luckily – understandingly – he kept ab…

Yet audbily luckily – understandingly – he kept absolute silence and distance -

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I complained about it even – I couldn’t! I just sa…

I complained about it even – I couldn’t! I just sat – staring! This lasted hours!

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