Monthly Archives: January 2013

for he seemed too splendid for me to get and – any…

for he seemed too splendid for me to get and – any way – I was Mrs. Tse! (We had been on a visit to Munich.)

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But already there – I began to realize – that it w…

But already there – I began to realize – that it was not dislike – but a sort of hate – that was hopeless yearning -

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for – it appeared as a dislike for him almost atta…

for – it appeared as a dislike for him almost attacking me!

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and without knowing it – fell already in love with…

and without knowing it – fell already in love with him then and there I should never have acknowledged it -

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he had had shortly before he came to Berlin – afte…

he had had shortly before he came to Berlin – after the time when I had seen him first at Dr. Phil’s 5-o-clock

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Mr. Felix – whom I shall call now: Felix – for tha…

Mr. Felix – whom I shall call now: Felix – for that was his Christian name – told me a story about a love affair -

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With that – the thing was dead for me. But now I e…

With that – the thing was dead for me. But now I experienced – that I could become jealous of the past – in an unexpected violent degree -

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except that I felt more foolish – and betrayed tha…

except that I felt more foolish – and betrayed than before. With that – the thing was dead for me.

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I felt more insulted about the girl’s conduct than…

I felt more insulted about the girl’s conduct than his. Certainly any feeling vanished on the spot. I did not suffer -

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Now – I was not in passionate love with this man-…

Now – I was not in passionate love with this man- but he was nice – well to do and I had an affection for him – as he for me.

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