Monthly Archives: November 2013

I fought and fought – to see – feel him – aknowled…

I fought and fought – to see – feel him – aknowledge him – just catch on to the weest bit of stir in me – for him – to save my soul -

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I couldn’t – I felt it – go thus ruined to my husb…

I couldn’t – I felt it – go thus ruined to my husband back like to a hospital. I couldn’t exist this way at – all!

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I couldn’t live with this corpse in me – that just…

I couldn’t live with this corpse in me – that just had been a splendid creature – my brilliant happy pride killed in me.

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I wanted my love back again – for – what should be…

I wanted my love back again – for – what should become of me – this was insanity -

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First he tried to persuade me – I heard his voice…

First he tried to persuade me – I heard his voice without that it reached me – he touched me – I was immovable stiff as a stick of wood -

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A pebble in my palm – I spread out my fingers to l…

A pebble in my palm – I spread out my fingers to let it drop – in utter pride – dignity – misery.

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Where was my glorious jewel of love?

Where was my glorious jewel of love?

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I was nowhere. I had nothing in my hand – all lost…

I was nowhere. I had nothing in my hand – all lost in this minute!

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