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With that – the thing was dead for me. But now I experienced – that I could become jealous of the past – in an unexpected violent degree –

except that I felt more foolish – and betrayed than before. With that – the thing was dead for me.

I felt more insulted about the girl’s conduct than his. Certainly any feeling vanished on the spot. I did not suffer –

Now – I was not in passionate love with this man- but he was nice – well to do and I had an affection for him – as he for me.

She wasn’t liked much – she would do such things – of course – I was a fool not to have known it – in that way I always am a fool.

riding with him in a carriage, she had vamped him behind my back. Nobody at the theater was surprised.

I had enough of homosexuality – especially when I saw her some day’s later – after me introducing her to my temporary affair –

whom one had I used – for a joke or some other purpose – that of revenge on the man –

for after all she did not seem to wish to part with him definitely – or he not with her. I know- next morning – I felt like a poor ninny –

whose money she used – but it was not enough – and so she had to get back on him somehow –