@BaronessElsa

This is an archive of @BaronessElsa: A Twitter feed for the Baroness Elsa von Freytag-Loringhoven’s autobiography.

January 11th, 2013

and without knowing it – fell already in love with him then and there I should never have acknowledged it –

January 11th, 2013

he had had shortly before he came to Berlin – after the time when I had seen him first at Dr. Phil’s 5-o-clock

January 11th, 2013

Mr. Felix – whom I shall call now: Felix – for that was his Christian name – told me a story about a love affair –

January 8th, 2013

With that – the thing was dead for me. But now I experienced – that I could become jealous of the past – in an unexpected violent degree –

January 7th, 2013

except that I felt more foolish – and betrayed than before. With that – the thing was dead for me.

January 7th, 2013

I felt more insulted about the girl’s conduct than his. Certainly any feeling vanished on the spot. I did not suffer –

January 7th, 2013

Now – I was not in passionate love with this man- but he was nice – well to do and I had an affection for him – as he for me.

January 5th, 2013

She wasn’t liked much – she would do such things – of course – I was a fool not to have known it – in that way I always am a fool.

January 5th, 2013

riding with him in a carriage, she had vamped him behind my back. Nobody at the theater was surprised.

January 5th, 2013

I had enough of homosexuality – especially when I saw her some day’s later – after me introducing her to my temporary affair –